My name's Laura. 23. From Florida. Introvert. And that's all you really need to know.
You don’t need anyone’s affection or approval in order to be good enough. When someone rejects or abandons or judges you, it isn’t actually about you. It’s about them and their own insecurities, limitations, and needs, and you don’t have to internalize that. Your worth isn’t contingent upon other people’s acceptance of you — it’s something inherent.
You exist, and therefore, you matter. You’re allowed to voice your thoughts and feelings. You’re allowed to assert your needs and take up space. You’re allowed to hold onto the truth that who you are is exactly enough. And you’re allowed to remove anyone from your life who makes you feel otherwise.
Men are actually more emotionally affected by relationship troubles than women - They just do a better job of hiding it.
I honestly thought he was going to kill himself last night. I was so scared, so I called 911 and had them locate the local police in his state…. But he seemed fine after a couple hours. He said I saved his life because I was talking to him and went on skype with him….I didn’t think the police would actually find him, but a little bit later he told me cops barged into his apartment….. Sooo now he’s getting kicked out of his apartment, and his future is screwed. He has to quit school and move back in with his parents. fuck….
But he really did seem serious about killing himself. He said he shot up a lot of some kind of drugs and said he would shoot himself if he could find his bullets. He was just really fucked up. saying things like, “I fucking hope you know I do love you though. You’ll be my girl in the afterlife, if there is a god” And “If I don’t survive I’ll finally find peace.” Gahhhh…. But I talked him through it and a little bit later he said he did feel like dying, but he didn’t want to stop talking to me.
He has a gun in his house and I’m scared… He’s drunk… So I hope he’s just saying that and will just sleep it off. God fucking shit. He said he shot enough to kill a horse. PLEASE NO. I THINK HE DID DRUGS OR SOMETHING I DONT KNOW WHAT DO I DO. IM FREAKING OUT